Sunday, December 6, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
they don't look like "church" people
just got home from our wednesday evening service. we all meet together as a church eat dinner together and then have a message. the adults are going through a book, "intercessory prayer" by dutch sheets
the middle and high school kids go with me over to the youth house and i have a teaching portion and age-specific discussion groups with them. we are going through jim cymbala's "break-through prayer".
during the beginning of the teaching time we watch a testimony from jim cymbala's church-incredible stories of troubled men and women who have turned their lives over to the power of God. the whole time i was muttering, "lord open their hearts, touch them, rid them of distraction, open their hearts" OVER AND OVER AGAIN. as we were watching it, 5 teens from the street walked into the house. i told them to grab a seat around them and join in. all my other kids "the regulars" got a little tense and suspicious. we had never seen them before, i knew god was going to do something.
after the testimony we split up into high school and middle school age-specific groups the guys were college aged, so i asked if they would help me with the middle school
-they happily agreed-
hmmmm, ok God, don't know where you are taking this
i planned questions and discussion about prayer, the video, and verses in the Bible. so we started talking openly about prayer-one of the college guys spoke up, really challenging our belief in God, the power of his presence, etc. he asked really good questions- what is your view of god, do you believe in his power, etc. the kids shared, and talked about those things, the discussion proceeded and eventually the boys had to leave to catch a bus going to marysville.
when they left the room erupted: my middle schoolers said: they don't look like "church" people, they smelled bad, i disagreed with what they said, etc.
i used this as a teachable moment-only the Lord could of provided this series of events to provide a relevant message. the questions these college kids were asking were some of the questions my kids never felt like they could ask, because they were"Christians"-it really forced them to think about their own faith and to test it by conversing with these kids who were challenging their faith and beliefs. i also challenged them in their assumptions of the college students, what does christian look like, why do you have these stereotypes, are you willing to look outside your own life and what is comfortable and "normal" to you and accept others, do you believe that broken people can be transformed by the holy spirit-no matter what they look like...and so it went, God turned this regular routine teaching time into an interactive and challenging exercise for my little kiddies :)
the middle and high school kids go with me over to the youth house and i have a teaching portion and age-specific discussion groups with them. we are going through jim cymbala's "break-through prayer".
during the beginning of the teaching time we watch a testimony from jim cymbala's church-incredible stories of troubled men and women who have turned their lives over to the power of God. the whole time i was muttering, "lord open their hearts, touch them, rid them of distraction, open their hearts" OVER AND OVER AGAIN. as we were watching it, 5 teens from the street walked into the house. i told them to grab a seat around them and join in. all my other kids "the regulars" got a little tense and suspicious. we had never seen them before, i knew god was going to do something.
after the testimony we split up into high school and middle school age-specific groups the guys were college aged, so i asked if they would help me with the middle school
-they happily agreed-
hmmmm, ok God, don't know where you are taking this
i planned questions and discussion about prayer, the video, and verses in the Bible. so we started talking openly about prayer-one of the college guys spoke up, really challenging our belief in God, the power of his presence, etc. he asked really good questions- what is your view of god, do you believe in his power, etc. the kids shared, and talked about those things, the discussion proceeded and eventually the boys had to leave to catch a bus going to marysville.
when they left the room erupted: my middle schoolers said: they don't look like "church" people, they smelled bad, i disagreed with what they said, etc.
i used this as a teachable moment-only the Lord could of provided this series of events to provide a relevant message. the questions these college kids were asking were some of the questions my kids never felt like they could ask, because they were"Christians"-it really forced them to think about their own faith and to test it by conversing with these kids who were challenging their faith and beliefs. i also challenged them in their assumptions of the college students, what does christian look like, why do you have these stereotypes, are you willing to look outside your own life and what is comfortable and "normal" to you and accept others, do you believe that broken people can be transformed by the holy spirit-no matter what they look like...and so it went, God turned this regular routine teaching time into an interactive and challenging exercise for my little kiddies :)
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
unfettered
i can't wait for the rain to come, it's coming in currents the entire week starting today! i am house sitting in a gorgeous home on camano island, it's a log cabin with floor to ceiling windows facing a huge valley of trees, these storms are gonna be out of control with these views! i get to stay here for 3 weeks!
i am also accompanied by two pomeranians and a fiesty and terrifying siamese kitten, it romps on all the dogs.
loving the life of an islander :) they don't have a major grocery store or fast food, or those kind of amenities...you have to "go into town" to get those, i love using that phrase. i went to a little island grocery/corner store bought some groceries and magazines.
ok...now i really should go into work!
i am also accompanied by two pomeranians and a fiesty and terrifying siamese kitten, it romps on all the dogs.
loving the life of an islander :) they don't have a major grocery store or fast food, or those kind of amenities...you have to "go into town" to get those, i love using that phrase. i went to a little island grocery/corner store bought some groceries and magazines.
ok...now i really should go into work!
Monday, October 12, 2009
Old Bones
i have found new refreshment in reading God's Word...i have never been very disciplined in this regard but find new organization and order in this commitment.
we spend our lives trying to fit the bible into our lives, instead of the other way around. God shouldn't just fit into our lives like an agenda...rather we should orient our lives around Him.
the move out to seattle has been painful and lonely at times, yet God has given me perfect grace in it all. these days (recently) i want to pinch myself because i am overwhelmed by the sweetness of life. i feel accompanied by God, i feel His pleasure in what i am doing with my life, and i feel like i am right where i need to be.
"all the secrets of fitness, all the fitness he requires, is to feel your need for him."
we spend our lives trying to fit the bible into our lives, instead of the other way around. God shouldn't just fit into our lives like an agenda...rather we should orient our lives around Him.
the move out to seattle has been painful and lonely at times, yet God has given me perfect grace in it all. these days (recently) i want to pinch myself because i am overwhelmed by the sweetness of life. i feel accompanied by God, i feel His pleasure in what i am doing with my life, and i feel like i am right where i need to be.
"all the secrets of fitness, all the fitness he requires, is to feel your need for him."
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
more reading
coming back from camping this weekend with my high school students, i am feeling a little defeated spiritually...
essentially the most important thing i have to give is my relationship with Jesus but i never feel solid enough...i want my passion for Jesus to be contagious and rub off on everyone, but i often don't feel excited and giddy about following him myself.
i talked to my friend luis about this a bit, he said that passion for Jesus is present when you follow him in the mundane everyday life, not just the mountain top experiences, i thought that was really profound and helpful...my life feels mundane much more than it feels exuberant and fresh
my kids talked so much about wanting to hear from God...i understand that. i do too, and i often feel disconected, apathetic, etc.
i am reading this book called mystics and mirables... a little racy spiritually if you are into the max lucado type (which i am not) i long for transcendence, and deep communion with God.
"the saints differ from us in their exuberance, the excess of our human talents. moderation is not their secret. it is in the wildness of their dreams, the desperate vitality of their ambitions, taht they stand apart fromm ordinary people of good will." phyllis mcginley
essentially the most important thing i have to give is my relationship with Jesus but i never feel solid enough...i want my passion for Jesus to be contagious and rub off on everyone, but i often don't feel excited and giddy about following him myself.
i talked to my friend luis about this a bit, he said that passion for Jesus is present when you follow him in the mundane everyday life, not just the mountain top experiences, i thought that was really profound and helpful...my life feels mundane much more than it feels exuberant and fresh
my kids talked so much about wanting to hear from God...i understand that. i do too, and i often feel disconected, apathetic, etc.
i am reading this book called mystics and mirables... a little racy spiritually if you are into the max lucado type (which i am not) i long for transcendence, and deep communion with God.
"the saints differ from us in their exuberance, the excess of our human talents. moderation is not their secret. it is in the wildness of their dreams, the desperate vitality of their ambitions, taht they stand apart fromm ordinary people of good will." phyllis mcginley
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
cold tangerines
"I want my everyday to make God belly laugh, glad that he gave the life to someone who loves the gift."
i hope i can be refreshing to others, i hope that is closer to the woman i am becoming. C.S. Lewis says we are either moving toward the darkness everyday or towards truth and light i hope i am the latter. why do so many people complain about being bored?? if you think life is boring, if you ever find yourself bored, walk outside, get a hobby, God abundantly created people, community, nature everything...don't say youre bored
Rejoice in the Lord always; again i say Rejoice. - Phil. 4:4
i hope i can be refreshing to others, i hope that is closer to the woman i am becoming. C.S. Lewis says we are either moving toward the darkness everyday or towards truth and light i hope i am the latter. why do so many people complain about being bored?? if you think life is boring, if you ever find yourself bored, walk outside, get a hobby, God abundantly created people, community, nature everything...don't say youre bored
Rejoice in the Lord always; again i say Rejoice. - Phil. 4:4
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